not my real name though', anywayz..reason to start this blog -- i worry a lot so thought lets put these worries to words. hope i make lot of friends along the way

 
When will I learn to " Manage people?" When will learn to be not so "Innocent?" When will I learn to be " selfish" and think about myself first. When will I? When will I learn to say "No?" ...When will I learn?

Darned upset today to see the way people misuse friendship...honesty...loyalty..........!!! blch..
8:34 PM

 
Ever since I have heard this song, I am just in love with it. you go Bryan !!!

Here I am

Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world - it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of - young hearts
It's a new day - it 's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here we are - we've just begun
And after all this time - our time has come
Ya here we are - still goin'strong
Right here in the place where we belong

Chorus

Here I am - next to you
And suddenly the world is all brand new
Here I am - where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin standin in our way
Here I am - this is me

Written by:
Bryan Adams
Gretchen Peters
Hans Zimmer

Can listen to this online on his website. Ooh ! I just love this. Terrible bad days. Next monday night is surely a deadly night for me. Its either going to break me or make me. I am just hoping that everything turns out good. And from deepest of my heart this has to work ----or else I am dead !! Oh God !!!

Anyway, just out of curiosity, try this website - www.god.org ! I had this idea ofcourse but with a better picture. anyway, will come up with something. cya later.

5:31 PM

 
ya, whatever! Life goes on.
5:05 PM

 
Things that annoy me !

> Neighbors' dogs which keep barking late in the nights.(Can't help, terrible light sleeper that I am! I curse those neighbors all the time)
> People who don't keep up time and turn up late all the time
> Things that are overpriced or services that are under delivered. This really bugs me a loooooooooot.
> When I keep losing the minutes on my phone cards that I purchase to call home
> Busy network that take 10 minutes to load a page
> Dusty roads if I am a pedestrian
mmm.........will name a few others next time. Well, impatience has a price to be payed dear !.right ?

anyway, care to list yours ?
3:23 PM

 
'Enchilado nirvana', this is the name of the newly introduced Taco bell's mouthwatering(supposedly) delight. mm............nirvana.. sounds great. Sounds enlighting. Is'nt it. And guess how popular yoga is getting in here. And I am always heard saying...." you guys dont have serious health problems as we do, right ?". Ya right, and the simple solution is we eat healthy and not burgers for breakfast, burgers for lunch and burgers for dinner. We sure eat more than that buddy.

Anyway, its none of my business as to what people eat. As long as I get my dal and roti, I am happy. Right now, I am killing time. Trying to get some information on certifications but getting confused all the time. The one thing that really cheers me off in a day is watching the serials 'Friends' and 'Everybody loves Raymond'. Ya, I am working late tonight so I ended up watching T.V. Thinking of buying a T.V for my poor soul to watch. Its tough here after you find out you have to live without all those 'luxuries'. If anyone( americans ) tell me " you dont have T.V"...I feel like screaming at them, " you know Mr., we are not like this in our country. ". yanha pe sab dollar ke baav hai ! aur mujhe koi shouk nahi hai T.V ke bina rehne ki ! uh ! excuse my poor hindi pls.

Saw the matrix reloaded. I am waiting to see Harry met sally, but somehow could'nt make it out. Thats all I guess for now. I wonder if my blog also would qualify for the dull blog award. That's why I am not entering. gotcha !!!


8:09 PM

 
The weekend just passed by. One of my friends was dumped by her boyfriend and we were busy consoling her. The 'wonderful thing' about the guy is that he refuses to give any explanations. There were no fights or whatsoever and the possible comment is " I thought over it until now and decided not to continue with it ". What a F*** ing asshole. Excuse me for the language but where were his brains when he started to go around. I was so surprised that the guys ( some guys, ofcourse) still view the girlfriends as ' dolls ' and just ditch them when they get bored. And, I am also surprised by the girls that after such a good education and coming from good family backgrounds just throw themselves at somebody's mercy. Well ofcourse, I wouldn't want to bias my opinion because, I have seen a lot of girls dump guys too. But quite often, I have seen that girls portray " Oh, I am only flirting " kind of image or would dump for reasons like " I can't go against my parents, I am sorry ! ". But this guy was like crazy fella. I am sure I am nobody to judge people but I just could'nt bear my friend undergoing that pain. She was going home in August to talk to her parents about their relationship. And you know what, He actually dumped her after they both returned from a week holiday. The only thing I have to say is, ' Anything ......in the name of love'.

Anyway, all said and done, she is preparing to move on with her life. Does she have any other choice ?

Myaaan, am I missing home ? Too much. I read about the songs people are listening to or talking about the hindi movies and passing on their reviews, and I really envy them. Ya, we do get movies here.....but woh masti nahi hai ! and some movies are worth watching on screen. Anyway, I can't do anything about it.
12:08 PM

 
What color is your heart ?


Your Heart is Pink


What Color is Your Heart?
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Took this quiz from quizilla. mm..Not bad, Uh !

And I surely liked the bumper sticker, " If they dont have chocolate in heaven, I ain't going ". Seriously, I am not. The world, if a sweeter place, is because of chocolates. I wonder how many people would agree with me. But I ain't counting buddy.

Anyway, nothing gr8 happening in my life right now. Still holding on to my tensions and worries. ( Inseparable, aren't we ? ). The most enjoying thing I do nowadays in my sparetime is reading the blogs. ....Thank God for blogs. Or Imagine where would my lonely heart go ??? I should have had computer at home. My blog would have certainly been better. I think a lot when I am alone. But here at Univ. it's another tired mind. But lemme just not worry about it. Have a good weekend.
4:27 PM